Lonely...that's the word that suit me right now..
sa ni butul2 lonely ni skg..
taw napa??
bcoz my hubby is too far away from me right now..
sooooo sad taw ni..
he involved in sports..
so he has to jd wakil ip in that event..
i really..really..really..really..dont like jauh2 cmni..
xbest langsung..("jiwang" part of myself..hihi)
tp in the same tym..
sa sgt2 suka he active in sports..
becoz...
bersukan itu sihat..
banyak pengalaman..
he seems to be very happy tym bersukan..
plus, kalo tym dia training atau bersukan..
sa bole npk yang dia bersungguh2..
2nd plus, his face and expression tym menang sgt ceria..
bercahaya2...(hehe..pd pandangan saya la..)
pokoknya..sa suka dia involved in sports..
lagipun..bole la sa bangga2 yang saya ni wife altet..(wlpn sa ni kaki bangku..haha)
tp kadang2 saya keliru juga nih..
kalo saya bagi dia bersukan..
saya selalu "kurang kasih sayang"..@ dia xda byk masa utk saya..
itu la sebab saya ni lonely sgt2..
tapi saya juga sgt suka bila dia bersukan..
i'm confused..hmmm..
tapi last2..
sa ambi keputusan..
i dont want to be a selfish person..
i want to think what is best for him first..then next is mine..
so..
i want him to be involved in sports..
and i will be his cheerleader..(juz me..hihi)
sambil dia happy..saya pun happy to see him happy..
maksudnya..saya tolak tepi suuuma prsaan saya sendiri...(jiwang karat juga saya ni..hehe)
i hope my decision ni la yang paling tepat...
i luv my hubby..
that's all..hehe..
bye..
take care..
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