MUTE me

i try to speak but YOU muted me..

I only can hear my own voices to myself..

i wave my palm upon your eyes but YOU didn't notice me..

all YOU see is just the people around saying "hello"..

what am I to YOU??

I'm yours but I'm not yours..

I want to share my pain..

But YOU muted me..

Again, I only hear my voices to myself..

Heart says be strong..

Heart will always hear my voices..

Because all the time..I'm Muted..

Can YOU look at me when I'm trying so say something??

or..juz pretend YOU can hear me ,

while YOU didnt hear a single thing..

its okay if YOU stay silence while i'm talking..

even if YOU sleep while i'm talking..

but please stop saying "hello" to others..

and make me transparent..

In time i'm sharing my pain to YOU..

because i really..really didn't want to be muted..